I have gotten to this point somehow. Is it possible to feel like you have come so far and at the same time haven't moved an inch? I have memories of participation, because one part of me knew well enough to know what would happen if I stopped moving. I force noise when the quiet seems too settled. I will act even if I feel like stone. I will stand and speak. I will move forward. I will cause disruption.
I will continue to do these things because I know enough now to know I will thank myself for it later.
Attack Time versus Decay Time...which will win?
ReplyDeleteHovering at around a 4.5 on Sustain Level...